I sat down doing nothing, so many things roaming in my mind, I thought of writing something about how politics in my country is being running but my father's spirit in heaven pinched me and reminded me of what killed Dele Giwa, a professional journalist who was killed with a letter bomb.
Suddenly I found myself thinking of what I've passed through and what I’m going through. I know some of you would want to know what I mean by that statement but talking about that will make this story longer than it should.
But I will tell U that my past life has been a thing that would never leave my memory cos if not for "HIS MERCY" I wouldn't have been privileged to testify to His wonders.
If I can’t remember everything that has happened to me I could recollect clearly when I was a year old, a crawling time of a child when a hot "BONGO TEA" as Mom described, bathed me from head to toe, while mom was in the bath room.
More so, I was about to complete my first degree in school when a serious sickness paid me a visit. Naturally I’m not an 'SS' patient I mean am not a type that sick often "Thank God for that", but this particular sickness I’m elaborating on nearly stole my breath.
So many things that have happened that I can’t remember but for the reasons I stated above I've come to realized that if not for 'HIS MERCY' I would have been forgotten.
I don’t know what I've done that makes Him love me this much and made Him claimed back my breath from the wicked sickness.
Here I am today doing pretty fine and living like a king!
So, for these reasons I promised to live my life here to please U, LORD.
THANK U GOD FOR YOUR MERCY!!
2ndeY
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Thursday, September 3, 2009
My Apology!
“I'M SORRY”, a simple phrase that supposed to mean the entirety of a mended heart.
“FORGIVE ME”, an inexpensive word that has more meaning and gives quick response to ones apology.
Mistake, as we all know, has no master!
This short of words was written 4U alone "Jolaoso, Debo Timilehin", whom I mistakenly accommodated a childish spirit 2 paid me a visit yesterday and allowed him 2 used me and said some nasty things across to U.
“I’m sorry”, I know it won't cut off what I've said cos whenever u remember it would ring like a bell in your ear.
I may regret my action, but still, it means nothing cos memories will forever stay with both of us, and no matter how I try to move on. It will always be roaming within me, embedded in my mind and heart until apology is finally accepted.
Deep within me, I feel much sadder, and at the same time, feel relieved.
2ndeY
“FORGIVE ME”, an inexpensive word that has more meaning and gives quick response to ones apology.
Mistake, as we all know, has no master!
This short of words was written 4U alone "Jolaoso, Debo Timilehin", whom I mistakenly accommodated a childish spirit 2 paid me a visit yesterday and allowed him 2 used me and said some nasty things across to U.
“I’m sorry”, I know it won't cut off what I've said cos whenever u remember it would ring like a bell in your ear.
I may regret my action, but still, it means nothing cos memories will forever stay with both of us, and no matter how I try to move on. It will always be roaming within me, embedded in my mind and heart until apology is finally accepted.
Deep within me, I feel much sadder, and at the same time, feel relieved.
2ndeY
Role Model
Following the ongoing and recent news about the financial instability in Nigeria bank industries and the names of the most of our prominent Nigerians that were found guilty in the act made me sad and this question bounced on my mind that "WHO ELSE CAN WE 'YOUTH' CALL OUR ROLE MODEL?"
It was the list of the defaulters or debtors I saw that drawn my attention back 2 what my Oga in the office, Mr. Agofure once said. He said "there is no big man anywhere, that d people we think that they are big are not" and when I asked him why? He said, "A big man is a person who made his money without any head being ripped off and who his name is not in a debtor's file. He further said, that the people at the top that we think that they are rich, yeah! They are rich am not saying they are not rich but if u knows the debts that they are battling wit we'll all be wordless. Agofure said.
It is now cleared to us that the people we think that can be our rescuer when a problem find it way down in our country "Nigeria" as it's happening presently are the people scraping what belongs to U and I and in other words, suffering the whole country.
Mrs. Hillary Clinton the secretary to the State, on her Africa world tour came to Nigeria and lambasted on how the rule of law is being operated in Nigeria. She emphasized more that CORRUPTION, BRIBERY, KIDNAPPING AND SELFISHNEZ are seen every nooks and crannies in Nigeria. Don’t y'all think that it’s a shame and a big slap on our fazes for an "ALIEN" if I should put that way, to leave her country to our country and tell us what and how to operate in our country? But yet, all she said are nothing but d TRUTH.
It's more than a month now that ASUU has been on strike and yet nothing has been proved that d strike would soon be over. Incase u don’t know or let me simply remind u that the Minister for Education, Sam Egwu recently spent 120,000M naira lavishly just for his wedding anniversary and yet d education system in Nigeria is yet to wake up from its SLUMBER.
Just few of d debtor's name that was published indicated that 11.3trillion is no where to be found while more names would soon be out. Pls, can anyone tell me what they do wit all this money or is there any other planet they are living?
It is no more news when u heard that a Bsc or HND holder is selling pure water on the street, guys engaging themselves in some dirty games like scamming as popular called "419 and YAHOO-YAHOO" and ladies sleeping on different bed day by day just to survive. But if we look at it very well we will all know that they are not to be blame. And believe me, there are better position in most of our companies in Nigeria that has been kept for their children that are still in school.
Well, I think with this piece of my words my fellow YOUTH out there would sit back N look around for whom is next to be our role model.
HOPE 2 SEE Y"ALL UP THERE!!
2ndeY
It was the list of the defaulters or debtors I saw that drawn my attention back 2 what my Oga in the office, Mr. Agofure once said. He said "there is no big man anywhere, that d people we think that they are big are not" and when I asked him why? He said, "A big man is a person who made his money without any head being ripped off and who his name is not in a debtor's file. He further said, that the people at the top that we think that they are rich, yeah! They are rich am not saying they are not rich but if u knows the debts that they are battling wit we'll all be wordless. Agofure said.
It is now cleared to us that the people we think that can be our rescuer when a problem find it way down in our country "Nigeria" as it's happening presently are the people scraping what belongs to U and I and in other words, suffering the whole country.
Mrs. Hillary Clinton the secretary to the State, on her Africa world tour came to Nigeria and lambasted on how the rule of law is being operated in Nigeria. She emphasized more that CORRUPTION, BRIBERY, KIDNAPPING AND SELFISHNEZ are seen every nooks and crannies in Nigeria. Don’t y'all think that it’s a shame and a big slap on our fazes for an "ALIEN" if I should put that way, to leave her country to our country and tell us what and how to operate in our country? But yet, all she said are nothing but d TRUTH.
It's more than a month now that ASUU has been on strike and yet nothing has been proved that d strike would soon be over. Incase u don’t know or let me simply remind u that the Minister for Education, Sam Egwu recently spent 120,000M naira lavishly just for his wedding anniversary and yet d education system in Nigeria is yet to wake up from its SLUMBER.
Just few of d debtor's name that was published indicated that 11.3trillion is no where to be found while more names would soon be out. Pls, can anyone tell me what they do wit all this money or is there any other planet they are living?
It is no more news when u heard that a Bsc or HND holder is selling pure water on the street, guys engaging themselves in some dirty games like scamming as popular called "419 and YAHOO-YAHOO" and ladies sleeping on different bed day by day just to survive. But if we look at it very well we will all know that they are not to be blame. And believe me, there are better position in most of our companies in Nigeria that has been kept for their children that are still in school.
Well, I think with this piece of my words my fellow YOUTH out there would sit back N look around for whom is next to be our role model.
HOPE 2 SEE Y"ALL UP THERE!!
2ndeY
Where do U belong!!
Most of my leisure times, I kept investing in discovering d group that I belong 2 in this world whether 'RYTEOUZ' or 'UNRYTEOUZ' ....but funny enough I couldn’t pin out anything, "what a strategy!"..... I know it may sound funny or surprise 2 some of u but that’s just d pure TRUTH... ain’t saying that I’m innocent. No!! cos I could remember vividly when I was in school, maybe I should say my whole life in school was......(DONT ASK ME)!! But I can recollect clearly that DELE and I, a good friend of mine has a register we mark 4 any new fish we caught "Gurlz" that’s 2 tell u how unserious we were, even if there is a till dawn party a day 2 our core exam, believe me, we'll surely attend d party and later do d rush reading some min 2d exam next morning....but d truth is that my life, in some areas I can tell u that am HOLY.....yep!! and as well, I will tell u that am a SINNER like y'all...... anyway, that’s not what am here 2 talk about but at least, it'll increase d pages of this story....LOL!
Yeah, as I was saying, a time came that I couldn’t do without it...I mean hunting 4 my group "RIGHTEOUS or UNRIGHTEOUS"....this was tried 4 many yrs but still, nothing came up!! One fateful day, my usual hunting was on N suddenly crashed off "slept off".....wow!! An EMPTY world appeared; saw myself having a chat wit an invisible human....yeah! "HUMAN", cos I heard his or her echo voice loud and clear asking me that "why am I in search of unidentified SPIRIT??" I was shocked N confused when I heard this cos I didn’t know what he was talking about......he noticed my perplex mood N asked me again that "r U confused?"......word couldn’t jumped out my mouth, fear overwhelmed me and felt strength-less.........................God help me was d only tin I could remember I said inside of me at that moment!
Anyway, lot of things was said by this invisible human and I tell u, "They were all meaningful and reasonable"....but there are some that came back 2 live with me that happens to be d reason 4 this story.
Wait a min, if I should ask u that which of d groups I named above do u belongs to what would be your answer?
And again, what makes u think that u belong 2 such a group?
2ndeY
Yeah, as I was saying, a time came that I couldn’t do without it...I mean hunting 4 my group "RIGHTEOUS or UNRIGHTEOUS"....this was tried 4 many yrs but still, nothing came up!! One fateful day, my usual hunting was on N suddenly crashed off "slept off".....wow!! An EMPTY world appeared; saw myself having a chat wit an invisible human....yeah! "HUMAN", cos I heard his or her echo voice loud and clear asking me that "why am I in search of unidentified SPIRIT??" I was shocked N confused when I heard this cos I didn’t know what he was talking about......he noticed my perplex mood N asked me again that "r U confused?"......word couldn’t jumped out my mouth, fear overwhelmed me and felt strength-less.........................God help me was d only tin I could remember I said inside of me at that moment!
Anyway, lot of things was said by this invisible human and I tell u, "They were all meaningful and reasonable"....but there are some that came back 2 live with me that happens to be d reason 4 this story.
Wait a min, if I should ask u that which of d groups I named above do u belongs to what would be your answer?
And again, what makes u think that u belong 2 such a group?
2ndeY
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